I have contamination fears. I have now moved from scanning the floors and parking lots for blood spots to glass. The other day there was glass on a shelf at the grocery store. An item I picked up looked like it had a piece of glass stuck on the back. I am now convinced that I got glass on me and that I have tracked into my home. Now I fear my son will step on it and get a cut and contract some disease like hep c or will ingest and become seriously ill. I washed my feet 4 or more times when I got home. Plus I have vaccummed and swept several times as well. I still fear there are glass shards on our feet from walking on the floor. I hate how these obsessions take the joy out of life. I do exposures and get better only to move onto another. Thanks for any advice/input>
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