With my OCD, it's getting worse. I hate to leave the house anymore. When I do, I can't look at people because I'm worried I will have looked at them in a bad way, so I just stare at my lap or dig into my fingernails. I have this problem where I recreate events in my head & start worrying about them like they are real. If I even look in a person's direction & I mean direction, not eye contact b/c if that happens I have to turn my head away. People must think I'm some kind of weird freak or a rude stuck up turd. I worry that I may have looked at them wrong & I will worry for hours, days, weeks, & even sometimes months. I feel like I'm going to puke & have a panic attack most of the time when I leave my house. What's wrong with me?
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