I dont know whats up with me, I cant remeber if this was ever an issue for me before, since my mind seems to play tricks on me when I try to remember stuff from my past. I know that I am not gay, but I get scared that I might be and I cant stop thinking it. I also subconciously find myself looking at peoples body parts, in women its usually like their clevage and sometimes it like mens crotches and then I realize that I looked at their body parts and start to feel guilty about it. ANd sometimes when I'm watching TV and there is a sexy commercial or scene, I get weird feelings. UGH I dont want any of these things, but I cant seem to get rid of them and its like the more I try not to do it, the more I do!!!! ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME???????
THanks a bunch!!
THanks a bunch!!
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