I do weird things, things that im kinda ashamed of..and I just want to know from people who actually have the problem, if it sounds like i have this too. I have something wrong with me and I cant figure out what it is. Im constantly stressing over the future. I write to do list every single day, I make list of things I want, and try to get them as quickly as possible, and I hate when I dont finish these list. Im obsessed with numbers. I hate odd numbers, I only like even numbers or multiples of 5 or numbers that can be square roots. I sound so incredibly stupid right now but its weird. When I turn the volume up on my tv, radio, anything, it has to be a number a like. I time everything I do, and im constantly looking at the time. I have to do things in order or my whole day is messed up. I have an eating disorder, do to the fact that I binge on whatever I can. If my parents go shopping, I just have to eat as much as I can, and thats how I got my eating disorder. Ill keep certain food upstairs that I dont want other people to eat. When I lock my car dars, I have to use the automatic button, and press it 4 times, once for each door. These are just some of the very strange things I do, and I was hoping to find out what my problem is. If this sounds like it could be OCD please let me know. If it doesnt thank you for taking your time to read this and trying to help me.
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