It started a few weeks ago when I thought to myself - I hope I don't think up something really bad that I shouldn't think of. All of a sudden I'd thought of something. The thought kept coming back over and over again and more of them too. Now I'm obsessed by not trying to think of anything 'bad' and in so doing, I've already thought of it. I say good words over and over in my head to try and keep out the bad words but it's like a pressure cooker in my head and I constantly think of the bad things. I can barely go 20 seconds without this happening.
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