This is how my OCD affects me....my mind is a raging torrent of dark thoughts, cascading through my brain like a waterfall of pain, when the thoughts spill into reality my anxiety/panic or self injury kicks in to join the gumbo of misery soup that has become the meaning of my life and existance.....sorry to sound so dark and dismal....but thats what it does to me....anyone else/?
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