I don't know which is worse, all the thoughts that go with OCD,,,over and over again...all bad...or the compulsions..mine are checking locks, washing hands and I catch myself repeating things hoping maybe that it will make things better.......or the anxiety that OCD brings, which has made me a mental prisoner in my own home.....it's so frustrating having a mental illness....I am so envious of people I see walking down the street. One thing I do to try and nhave a bit of normalcy is viewing webcams from all over....I also have a few videos I have made on youtube..under the names ncnikonguy or reflectivemind I hate all this crap
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