Hello. My thoughts seem to be controlling my mind. I seem to get like this twice a month. It's a struggle at times, but I've learned to live with my intrusive thoughts. Hopefully, I'll grow some balls and seek help from a professional. I really do need some help, but I'm scared that I'll sound like a freak. I'm absolutely disgusted by my thoughts. They aren't me! I've unwanted intrusive thoughts about kids and dieing. Also, I obsess over an EX boyfriend I haven't seen in three years. These thoughts are constant and I'm rather miserable. I'm not a sexual predator and I love my fiance. We have a daughter together, and I love LOVE LOVE him. Is there anyone out there? I feel alone! These thoughts started up two years ago, after I was robbed and beaten up by three guys. What's wrong with me?!
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