i've been in a relationship for 2 years and i still feel guilty when we are intimate with one another. i feel bad when i feel pleasure, i don't know why. i think it's my ocd. i constantly compare myself to what others are doing. that's what i use as a "gauge". like if i'm doing something with my boyfriend and i feel that it's wrong, i ask someone and they're doing it too, then i say "oh ok, then that means it's ok" and only then will i feel a bit better about doing it with my boyfriend. i also have this constant compulsion to confess to friends and family private things that my boyfriend and i do. i feel like it's because i'm guilty and therefore have to tell them, so that they can either say "oh it's ok that's normal" or "omg no that's going way too fast"
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