I have had ocd for a long time now.My obsessions now are when I touch someone I wonder if I meant it sexually.So my niece was leaning against me showing me a video and her side and chest was touching my arm.I was freaking out in my head!Then I started thinking I am doing this to try and feel something...yeah..I am.I don't know if I pushed my arm in closer or not.But then I was like Oh my God!!And had to get up and away from her.Now I feel as if I sexually abused her!Has anyone ever been through this??PLEASE HELP ME!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE anymore thinking I did something like this.
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