Does anyone have a feeling there is some type of OCD god? Like if 'i dont touch the wall six times before i go to bed this will happen' Or having to back yourself up all the time like if you knocked something on your leg it will play on your mind until you wash if because that little bit of germs could just be the thing to make you sick and someone is watching this (the OCD god) and they know. I always have this feeling like when i think for a moment if i should just leave the ritual then i i get that edgy feeling like someone is watching me saying 'dont you dare you know im watching and i will punish you if you dont do exactly this' GAh! Anyone else reckon theres an OCD God?? (sorry if this is a little bit crazy!!;P)
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