I am a neat freak...I am on a set income and never have had a place of my own until now.I am 47 years old and I am taking care of my 12 year old grandson because my 29 year old daughter is a drug addict/bipolar/diabetic.She is fixing to get disability because of her illness.I constantly pick up after them.I have been through 4 chemo treatments/45 radiation treatments.I know what germs can do.She runs rapidly,yet I remain sane for my grandson.She controls me and being the kind of person I am I can't stop it.I also know venting here will do me as good as I do own my own.Just needed to VENT.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??