I know I should see a doctor but I just wondered from people who have the disorder. I have for many years done the same things over and over again that cause stress and panic. I have hitchhiked across states just because I felt I needed to talk to some one and I couldnt wait till even the next day. I have bouts of insomnia and cant think clearly because of one thing (whatever that mght be at the time) overtaking my thoughts. I stress out about things that happened years and years ago to the point I break down. I have self inflicted injuries from hitting my self smacking my head against walls and cutting because for some reason I was obsessing over not being good enough. I was diagnosed bi-polar but these are also traits of OCD for what the ER doc told me. They gave me valium to calm me down and it seems to help some... I fyou want to know more please ask. I am looking for answers and of course I need them now! lol
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