I have dealt with my family saying things to me that were not nice. My aunts, my sister, my brother, and I will obsess over it and it really affects me so bad. Now I get really hostile with them and lash out and guess what they act like I should not do it. Like I am the one who is wrong. They have always made me feel inadequate and like I was crazy. I would never defend myself and now I am and they do not like it. They are like you do not have to be so hostile, but I am not being hostile I am just defending myself. I have alot of hatred toward my family for treating me different. My sister will take my brother out all the time and when it comes to me even though she knows I have been very depressed and feel so lonely and isolated she has never really even noticed me. I feel isolated and I feel like an outcast. I have never felt a part of the family. I used to stand defenseless when they would say stuff but now I do not. I am very hurt by the way they have done me. It cuts me deep.
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