I have never talked about this openly before but since the urge to abuse my med's to get stoned is very strong right now. I have had the problem for years. I've tried to stop especially when I get low on med's for the month. I've been to NA and in house programs years ago and I went for a while to see a drug councellor a couple years ago but I get serious about it for a while then I start thinking about it OBSESSIVELY for hours and then usally give in. I regret the next day but usually because I've used up some of my medication which forces me to cut down for the remainder of the month. Chances are I'll do it at least a couple times in a month. Am I alone? or can anyone identify or add some support. I'm going to try not to give in this time.
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