Hi all, so I was doing really well for months, no anxiety, depression etc... I had health obsessions for almost a year and now there gone. However I was still bored all the time, no focus, and tired a lot. My therapist made me take a computer test where I don't hit an X and a questionnaire. He said I have ADD and hyperfocus not ocd because when we do triggers etc... my anxiety wouldn't raise. So I got put on vyvance 50 mg and it has been good, I cleaned my car for the first time in 6 months, my moods have been better, my mind is clear for the first time in a long time. The problem is..... my OCD is coming back. I read people have heart attacks on vyvanse and I know it's insane and I prolly won't but I can't stop obsessing about it. I keep checking my pulse constantly and it's consuming me. I'm starting to feel anxious and depressed again, I don't want to stop the medication because I feel good and I know I'm OCDing but I don't know what to do. I keep picturing myself collapsing and having a heart attack. I'm only 23 years old but I'm afraid. I keep conversing with myself in my mind and I feel like I'm going crazy, any advice?
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