It seems as tho every time I stop obsessing over 1 thing another issues comes up that I can't shake. In 1 month I went from fear of being perverted and commiting a perverse act to worrying and obsessing over losing my mind and seeing things and becoming schizophrenic. I then went on to the schizophrenic group posts to try n compare myslef with them thinking this would convince me that I was ok. This was a bad idea however,because I then started noticing how a lot of them talked of seeing demons and hearing voices telling them to hurt people. This then made me think maybe they are just posessed. Then I started thinking mayb the reason I've always thought these bad thought s wasn't just because of ocd but maybe the devil had sumthin 2 do with it, or if not mayb id lose my mind and believe that I was posessed when really I wasn't. Eventho deep down I don't believe I am, considering the fact that if I truly believed it ii wouldn't b in class right now or I wouldn't have went out last night. However the thought is really bothering. I've also been thinking about how when I think of doing good I think its got talking to me thru my thoughts not nessacarily voices and when I think of doing bad things that the devil is talkin to me, thru thoughts not neccasarily voices... some1 help plz!
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