I have sooo much on my mind lately and I really need to vent to someone. I have been having the worst ocd about girls lately and I hate it!!! I went to a gay bar with my friends for the first time and I was talking to this gay guy about how he knew he was gay and he said he didn't know till he was older. I just keep thinking what if i am or what if i will find out later that I am gay? I'm so scared and plus I'm joining a sorority and being surrounded by pretty girls doesn't make anything easier. I went to meet some of the girls and one of them was lesbian and she was so cute. I just felt like I kept staring at her it felt so wrong. I kept thinking in my head what If she was my girlfriend would I like it would I rather be with her or my boyfriend? I just don't know what to do i'm making myself crazy. I try to talk to my bf about it but he just doesn't understand. what should I do?
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