hey i had a really bad day today with the obssessions it was my worst one that really bothers me and it wouldnt go away. but otherwize so maybe im just to in ocd but i feel soooo bad now two days ago i left a little bit of a bar of soap left in the shower and i just cant stop feeling bad about it and feeling like i hurt it and it is lonely. also i am losing it due to my foot and hand, long story, but does ne one think it would be bad it i burned themr really bad where they bother me. i just want to light part of myself (those parts) on fire i cant take it ne more. its so stupid and everyone that knows thinks that it is just stupid so it doesnt matter but i cant take it ne more
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