FOR YEARS,I HAVE WONDERED WHY ARE HEAVY,OR OBESE PEOPLE SO JUDGEMENTAL OF ONE ANOTHER!? WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME BOAT,GIVE OR TAKE A FEW POUNDS.ONCE I STARTED LIVING MY LIFE AND STEPPED OUT FROM BEHIND MY OBESE SHADOW IT SEEMS LIKE BIG PEOPLE JUDGE ME MORE THAN SMALL ONES,I HAVE PEOPLE ON A DAILY BASIS TURN THEIR NOSES UP TOWARDS ME,BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO LIVE,BECAUSE I CHOOSE NOT TO SIT IN A CORNER AND SAY WOAH IS ME, IM FAT, BOO HOO,ETC.MOST OF THE COMMENTS I HEAR ARE THAT IM STUCK UP THAT I THINK IM BETTER THAN OTHER PEOPLE AND THAT IM A BITCH,WHICH IS SOOOO UNTRUE.I ENJOY MAKEUP,CLOTHES,PERFUME,AND LOVE JUST LIKE ANY OTHER GIRL DOES,BUT BECAUSE IM BIG,IT MAKES ME CONCEITED IN OTHER PEOPLES EYES.I WAKE UP AND GO TO BED EVERYNIGHT WITH THIS BELLY,WITH THESE CHICKEN WING FLAPS UNDER MY ARMS,BUT I GO TO BED AND WAKE UP LOVING MYSELF BECAUSE ITS MY RIGHT TO.I LOVE LIFE,I ENJOY BEING OUTDOORS AND I ENJOY THE EVERYDAY EXPERIENCES OF LIFE,I LOVE BEING A MOM,AND I ENJOY FRIENDSHIP AND BEING AROUND PEOPLE OF EVERY AGE,SKIN COLOR,FINANCIAL STATUS,AND SEXUAL ORIENTATION.FOR SOME REASON PEOPLE ARE OKAY WITH YOU IF YOU ARE BIG AND MISERABLE,BUT GOD FORBID THAT YOU ARE HAPPY!! HOW DARE A FAT PERSON ENJOY THEIR LIFE. THIS I EXPECT FROM MOST SMALL PEOPLE,BUT FOR A GREATER PORTION OF MY LIFE,I HAVE GOTTEN THIS FROM BIG PEOPLE,MY QUESTION IS WHY?? I CHALLENGE ANYONE WHO FEELS THAT THEY HAVE TO BE MISERABLE,AND IN A SHELL BECAUSE THEY ARE LARGE TO COME OUT OF YOUR SHELL,I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOVE AND LIVE JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE,BUT IN ORDER TO DO THAT,YOU HAVE GOT TO LOVE WHO YOU ARE,BECAUSE YOU ARE MORE THAN YOUR WEIGHT.SO I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU,BUT IM GOING TO CONTINUE LIVING AND LOVING MY LIFE AS IS,AND AS THE POUNDS GO DOWN I'LL STILL BE ME,SO THERE WILL BE NO NEW PERSON TO FIND IN ME,JUST A SMALLER ONE,AND AS I ALWAYS SAY,ANYONE BIG OR SMALL WHO DISLIKES ME BECAUSE I DONT HATE MYSELF,WELL IN THE WORDS OF TYRA"KISS MY BIG FAT ASS" DOES ANYONE ELSE RELATE TO WHAT IM SAYING?
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