Im 19yrs old and I've never had a relationship many ppl find this weird. I know some of my family members probably think Im gay bc I dont have a boyfriend. I always tell them the same thing, im too busy for a bf. When the truth is Im too selfconscience to even be with a guy. I went to another state for college bc I wanted to experience the wild college scene and you know meet ppl, date and etc. But I find myself so insecure and ugly. When a guy even looks at me I feel like he's doing it to mock me. Or if a guy ask me my name and wants to get my # I always think its bc of a joke or something. Most of the time when guys do try to hit on me I get offended bc I think they are playing around. Bc seriously who wants to date an obese chick? Im trying to gradually build confidence but Idk sometimes I dont even want guys looking at me and other times I wish that I could have a bf that could comfort me and hold me. What do yall think? Is any1 out there in the same boat? Whats your dating situation?
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