I am new here. I am about 60 pounds over weight and have never had a weight issue until my 30's. I cannot look at myself in the mirror. When I go into the bathroom I look down and totally avoid it. I do however dry my hair and put make up on. For some reason that doesnt bother me. But when I use my own bathroom or a public restroom, I can't bring my self to look...??? I am tired of my whining and complaining I just need to loose weight and get on with it. I have lost weight before so I totally know how, its just the weigh always comes back and usually I end up heavier than before.
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