Ok... this is it. It HAS to be it. I need to be DONE with this size. It was only 6 years ago that I was 150 & feeling GREAT... now, I'm 110 pounds heavier! Holy crap!!!!- 110 pounds!!!!!! Ugh. That's the first time I've thought about that- believe it or not. I've been babbling in my head about how fat I am, but never 110 pounds fatter!!!!!! So, it's time. Seriously now. This is just insane & I don't want to be trapped under all this fat any more. So- does anyone want to do a daily check-in with me? I need to check-in very regularly... it seems like I've been eating every five minutes for a very long time. I need a plan..... just don't know which way I'm going with it. This is a throw-back to my healthy days when I did this once a month, but I'm thinking of a SHORT fast... like 2 days of fresh squeezed juices & lots of water.... and then embarking on a 3 meal a day, correct portion sizing, lots of soups kind of meal plan. -like eating 3 meals a day of food thats 3/4 veggie and 1/4 protein... and then making a big pot of vegetarian fat free chock-full-of veggi soup with a few beans in it, and letting myself eat that (and only that) between meals if I get hungry. -and I'll move my exercise bike upstairs where I might actually use it! Does anyone want to join me? If I start this now, it will be possible to feel good about myself by summer! I obviously wont be to goal, but I'll be on my way & feeling positive. Please.... I need a buddy!!!! :)
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