I really want to thank you all for your kind words and encouragment. I have been struggling with my weight and my life for some time. I am a mom of two beautiful little boys. My little boy Brett is 3 years old and diagnosed with PDD-NOS/Hyperlexia and my almost 6 year old Sean is diagnosed with ASD. You probrably don't know what that is and I hope you never will, but they are both on the autistic spectrum. I have been struggling with this for sometime. I love them both so much and have seemed to have forgotten me and what I represent other than a special needs mom who runs from therapy to therapy. Always trying to keep my boys in this world instead of their own. I really am trying to bring back Denise maybe not the old Denise but a new one that has some knowledge under her belt. I am going to try and start eating healthier and start with walking a little. I am writing to you all because I may need a little push now and again and am hoping that you will help me. I forgot that there were nice people left in the world. I feel like when I leave my home I am being judged. Not so much for myself, well maybe but my boys. People are always looking at them if they have a meltdown and or are having trouble communicating and I know that they are thinking what brats. When they have no idea what is going on. It gets exhausting trying to explain what is going on with the boys and truthfully I get tired of doing it. Sorry, here I go again. Again I just wanted to thank you all and tell you its nice to have a shoulder to cry on. Denise
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