Don't get me wrong here I have a wonderful family. They love and support me but not in the way I am looking for. I need someone who has walked a mile in my shoes. I hit 400lbs this year and no one in my family know how that feels. They do not even know how it feels to hit 300lbs and only a few of them know 200. I have a great husband who loves me no matter how big I am, but he is after all a Marine and pretty physically fit. The only advise he can offer me is that which the corps has drilled into his head and what he reads and hears on tv. My Mom and Grandma well they know what works for them but again they have never been anything more than 220. So I supposse I am here for a friend, a sister or brother in this Journey who is going or has gone through the life changing process I am going through now. I am here for someone that can reassure me when I am scared and who can push me on when I begin to fall behind. Someone who is willing to "beat" me in to submission when I am too stuborn to do it myself. I know that is what the doctors and nurses are for but I look at them and think , "you have never been fat where do you get off telling me how it works?". So please walk a mile or two with me and let this journey not be yours or mine but ours.
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