I\'m so sick of being so heavy. I wish I could loose the weight by diet and exercise, but I\'m even too heavy for exercise. It hurts my low back so bad that it throws my back out to even go walking for 5 minutes because I\'m so heavy. I\'m in the process of working on a gastric bypass, but there are a few hoops to get through. I\'m just entired frustrated with being so heavy. It\'s really dragging my mood down right now. All I did today, for the most part, apart from walking across the yard on glare ice, which was super hard to balance my weight and not fall on my butt, was cook supper and do dishes. Now my back is so bad I can\'t even give my 4 year old son a bath tonight so my husband went to do it for me. My chiropractor told me to put ice on it, but I don\'t even have an ice pack for it. I just want to be pain free and not have my back go out all the time from my stomach being so big. And I\'m sick of it bringing my moods down. I\'m in therapy, so we\'re working on it, and I see a dietician every so often as well. Sorry I\'m kinda whining/ranting, but I needed to get it out in a safe place. Thanks for reading!
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