One of my friends introduced me to one of her other friends. I havent left my house for socializing in two months, but I've lost a little weight, almost 16 pounds and was feeling pretty good about myself...I guess to make a very long story short my night just ended by him, the guy I just met, calling me a "fat disgusting mess" in front of everyone. UGH! I am devestated and hurt and ashamed of myself and I know this should be posted in my journal but somebody PLEASE give me a hug...I tried to laugh it off but I knwo that my hurt showed through, but no one said anything. In my mind their silence was the same as agreement. I hate myself.
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