I would really like to talk to some more people that have the issue like me of being an over eater. I have never been dependant on something like I have become on food. It controls my life, from the time I wake up to the time I go to bed. I need help. I have an appointment with I guess a Therapist, to talk about things, but I also hate dropping $20 for an office visit when I dont know what more she can tell me that I already know. Do you know if there are "fat camps" sorry bad joke. I need to be accountable for what I am doing. And being honest on here is one thing, but to actually have someone watch over me is what i need. I have no control of what I eat. I just eat and eat and eat -- and I have gained 40lbs in 7 months. I know people talk about me, like God what happened to her, and my depression really kicks in when I start feeling guilty about what I eat and then I turn to more food. Why can't I shake this????
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