As someone who has battled weight problems for a lifetime, I am always trying a new aproach in trying to heal my destructive relationship with food. I'm probably way behind some of you other people, but just the other night, I was watching TV, and was so put off by the huge amounts of food ads in the commercial breaks. Every other commercial was about food. How to buy it, where to buy it, and how to cook it to make everyone love it. People eating the food. It made me really uncomfortable, and almost painfully aware of how we are constantly inundated with food. No wonder we are pre-occupied with it!
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