I\'ve lost 100\'s of pounds over my life but now it\'s interfering with my quality of life/health more than ever. I can\'t remember the last time I could cross my legs, run, not worry about chairs with arms, restaurant booths, airplane seats, etc. I\'m tired of being the biggest person in every group. I seem cheerful and happy on the outside but I\'m miserable on the inside. I\'m going to start a \"diet\" tomorrow. If that doesn\'t work then I\'m going to consider surgery. I\'m going to start with baby promises each week. This week I promise to walk on the tread mill for 20 minutes 3 times and not to eat after 8 pm. Anyone with me on these thoughts or starting a diet tomorrow? Any suggestions?
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