Maybe this is just me but does any-one feel the same. i am 35 and weigh over the top and is size 28/30 uk (huge)i spend my life making other people happy, the kid, family and hubby. i always wanna make sure they are happy and well. BUT I CANT BE!!! i always feel i do not deserve to be happy , its wrong, buying clothes for myself is not right, i could be spending the money on the kids or something , then wasting on me, come on my clothes to fit me are alot more. if life is going well like it is at the mo then i feel insecure, something must be round the corner for me i dont deserve to feel happy.i go around counciling others and helping them sort there lives out and i am good at what i do. but why not me. does this make me weird. does any-one else feel like this and if so any ideas why!!!!
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