This isn't really about weight loss. I have felt pretty down and lonely lately. So I tried reaching out to people. One was an old roommate in college. I texted and called once and left a message. I didn't hear back from her so I thought she might be busy. I forgot about it for a while and then found her on facebook and invited her as a friend. She accepted the invite. I sent her a hello message and today she deleted me from her account. Why? Why are people like that? Would it have killed her to say Hi how are you I'm great. I told her in an email that I am back in school close to where she is and invited her out for lunch. But like I said I never heard back. And from what I could tell she was a nice girl when I lived with her. I lost another friend last year. She completely stopped returning my calls and for no reason. I was a good friend to her. I don't get how people can suck so much and make you feel like crap after being so nice, but when it becomes inconvenient you don't matter anymore.
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