Ok, well I am just wondering how do I balance things in my life? Some of you know me, others not.... right now my life is a bit crazy. I have two little boys on the autistic spectrum and when things are going great I am doing wonderful with my eating when things are in the shitter I do terrible. Right now things are not so good. I had a behaviorist come to my home to help me to learn to manage my 7 year olds behavior. Nothing crazy just some help, he told me about 30 min. into our visit that I should get my son on a list for a group home. I was so upset that I told him we were talking about a 7 year old boy and that my son has endless oportunities at life and that I had dreams for my son to go to college and or trade school. I advised him that just because someone has autism doesn't mean that it is a death sentence or something. So..... that has put me in a pretty bad funk. At first I was so upset that I couldn't eat now I can't stop snacking. Sometimes I just feel like it is worthless to try. I am not trying to look for an excuse, I just feel so helpless. I feel like I keep this 50 pounds on me as a kind of armor or something. IDK, how do you think about doing something good for yourself when everything around you seems to be crumbling? Hugs Denise
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