Not sure why guess wanting to lose weight and trying and seeing how far you got to go and scared if you are doing it right and if it will come back that is the worse fear and hurt a little i guess seeing how folks look at you then you see yourself in a picture and you get sick saying how did I do this to myself and for some reason you can not see it happening I go out of my way to stay out of pictures my nephew recently got married and someone took a picture of me made me sick especially since his wife to be do not care for fat people I hope they crop me out them all he does not care he loves me but just seeing myself made me sick
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