I gained 5 more pounds this week. i am now 230lbs. im only 21 years old. i have been over weight my entire life till i was put on adderal in hs and got down to an amazing 138lbs. iv been in a long term relationship for 5 years. i cant believe i let myself get this heavy. iv never weighed this much. food is my comfort, and i eat to change how i feel. i hate myself for what iv done.
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