I have been reading through the posts and so many of you are so positive! I don't understand how you do it. I wake up and dread having to heave myself out of bed and get to the bathroom where I (at 325) have troubles reaching all of my places to clean myself. Then my back hurts from standing in the shower and trying to get myself clean and there are reaching problems there too. (I'm too big to take a bath) then getting through brushing my teeth and combing my hair etc... Then just the rest of the day is full of other obstacles too. What gets me is that as much as I hate being this size and as miserable as I am I think about food constantly and I just want to eat!!! It hurts my knees and back to walk around but still...I just want to eat. I suffer from depression too but I feel like this topic is more appropriate for this board. It didn't help that a friend of ours yesterday was over and said oh I was thinking about you the other day and then he went right into it being because he was talking about the Atkins book and he went on and on about the diet and then said I could read it when he was done like he was doing me a favor when all I it was doing was making me feel even worse than I already felt. I don't want to whine cause I really hate that but does anyone else feel this way and have these physical problems? I looked and didn't see anyplace that anyone was talking about it.
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