O, for once in my life I just what to be under the fat bar. I see a lot of people posting things like "how did I get here, I used to be" for me that just not the case I've been over weight since I was 12 years old, It was good for being a lineman on my high school football team but other then that its been a life long burden. I used to do real heavy weight lifting bench pressing around 360lbs so even though I was still noticable fat it was off set a little by my upper body but now 8 years down the road I'm just a run of the mill fat guy. I just want for one time in my life before its to late to be a good average weight and size not this 6'0 310 lb guy I've always been. I have two little boys and I want to be there for them to be an active father that can at least try to keep up. I want to do it for them. I lost 85 lbs about a year ago through health diet and LOST of exercise. But fell off the band wagon last thanksgiving due to family pressues to eat up and well did so and never looked back, packing almost all my weight back on in the last 9 or so months. This has to stop I can do it, Ive gotten close once before I just need support and some accountability. I can get there I know I can.
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