why am i so fat??? just why? i put myself down every day about it. i know it doesnt help the situation when i do that, that i must but the ice-cream down and go run in my backyard (Central Park) but im not motivated by ANYTHING...i dont know what it is. Maybe its my low self esteem or maybe its the chronic being talked about by others. (could u believe that at my age?) i dont know what to do anymore. I put up this front like i like appearance. Im always dressed in the latest fashions, a trendy haircut, makeup from time to time. but for what? im just a barbied up fat ass. i still get the "how fat" reaction by people except its "look at this fat ass trying to be cute" I NEED to I MUST lose weight!!! some help please.............
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