i thought i was strong, i thought i could handle all this crap. but sence i went off adderal, so i could try a new med for fibro. which it did not work. so now i went back on adderal had to start small dosage and gradually building back up tothe old dosage of 80mg. it' not working for me. the N is driving me crazy! the voices and the vived dreams. it's got to the point where i'm not what is happening around me. am i asleep writing this or am i wide awake? i can't afford to see a doctor. i feel that i'm alone. my favorite expresion was to people when they said that i was just lazy. i would come back and say" YES I JUST LOVE SLEEPING MY LIFE AWAY" the only thing with that is if i did, there would be no more nae' thanks friends for listening! hugs nae'
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