I have been with my husband for 15 yrs. now. When we first met I was energetic thin and young. At 24 or around there I was diagnosed with as a Narc. I have never been so tired in my life and drugs only seem to keep me from falling asleep when not approriate. There is never a time when I feel refreshed and energetic. Also I have put on 60 pouds since we first met. I know how hard it is to live with a Narc. I often cry do to frustration, get annoyed easely at certain times of the day and forget just about everything. I'm finding it sooooooo hard to be a childcare provider for 9 to 10 hours a day then a mom to my beautiful girls and a wife to my husband. I often feel like cutting myself off from all extra stuff just so that I can get what needs to be done ,done. Do you guys ever feel like your fam. is missing out because of your Narc? I thank the Lord I have a relationship with Jesus as I'm not sure I could have woken up for the last few yrs.
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