Okay I am having a really bad morning. Pitty pot which I hate these d#*@ things. I feel like my life is just passing me by. I have a great husband and family, but some times it isnt enough. They all go do what the enjoy day in and day out, and that is what I have always told them dont let me hold them back. But some days it takes the toll on me. Do you ever wonder what it would be like just to jump in the car go to store or mall, and not have to have some one with you to help! Dont get me wrong I have my legs to a point, and my life is good. BUT I miss the me before this nasty thing called MS. I really feel empty and just a shell of the wife, mom, friend and sister I used to be 15 yr ago. Forgive me for being so selfish but today like many others I keep all this to myself like nothing wrong and it some times it just eats you up. Normal people just cant relate, thanks for listening I really needed to vent. Ann
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