This morning I woke up with the most extreme pain all over my entire body. I woke up several times last night because of the pain. Every time I moved it woke me up. I had to take 2 vicodin just to get the pain to ease up so I could walk or move. I feel like all of my bones are broken and beaten. I never felt this bad. I've been going to PT and my walkind has gotten better, but it killed me last week when I had to do a 4 hr. function test to see what my capabilities were when it comes to working, I didn't do good at the end. The pains in head are getting worse like someone squeezing or digging at my brain. It's becoming unbearable to live with. I can't hardly get up and around this past week to do anything especially doing things with my family, which sending into a deeper depression.
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