I can't believe how stupid I am. I didn't see it coming. My bf of almost 3 years, fiance of 8 months packed his stuff and left me today. He says he can't do this anymore. Do what, exactly? watch me decline? I'm a very strong person. I never complain or quit. I also have Celiac disease and he stuffs his face with pizza and all kinds of crap in front of me and says "what, I should suffer your pain?" I never said he shouldn't eat pizza or anything else in the first place, maybe I had a look of longing on my face, wishing I could eat some too, I don't know... My family is very supportive, but they live 2000 mles away. I don't want to even tell them that he's gone.
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