I am angry,sad,scared and I feel alone. I have no friends that understand what I am going through. My legs ache it takes 2 hours to get going. I was an athlet I have a 10 year old son I adopted and wanted so badly. Now at 42 I feel short changed. He asked me if we were ever going to be able to play football or ride bikes like we did before. I didnt have the answer. I am so glad I have you all. I needed some place to get things out of my head and off my chest. I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown crying and then pulling back together quickly so josh would see me hurting or sad before I took him to school.
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