I was a person very much in charge of my life I knew where I was going and what I wanted. Then I woke up one night and started thinking people were after me trying to kill me and that they were breaking into my house. My mind was telling me all crazy stuff. I went to the hospital and they admitted me and put me on the physic ward they determined that I had a lesion on the brain and that I had MS. Since that time I have lost my job, have no friends, depressed all the time, can't physically do things with my son. I have to use a cane and I feel unattractive since I've gain weight from taking medicines like lamitcal and resperidal and avonex. I do nothing all day and I hate myself because I feel dumb and useless
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