ugghhh I just feel like giving up, I am so depressed be cause of this relapse, i was ok for three years then bam! I just feel so scared and lonely, my mom has been staying with me for 6 weeks now and the only problem im having is fatigue during the day which gets better toward around dinner time, and extreme anxiety i know its because of the ms, i dont want her to go home because im scared of being alone i have a 4 year old so techinally im not alone but jsut scared some mornings jsut dont want to go on anymore. why! why! i tried wellbutrin remeron lexapro notheing works for my anxiety. im really getting more frustrated. i am seeing a counseler and psychaitrist to try to cope with this. i know my mom wants to go home but why am i so scared to be alone now. the only thing that remotely works for my anxiety and fatigue is walking i walk so much now. just sad in my heart and feel like i will never feel like me again.
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