Hello all..I haven't been on in a few months. Sorry a lot going on. But, I need advice and encouragement right now. I think I will be fired tomorrow from my job of 10 years. This is due to missing too much work. I have not been officially diagnosed with anything. Every doctor tells me something different and while they each try or try not to figure out what is wrong with me, I lay here and feel as if I am slowly dieing. I can not get disability or FMLA until I have a diagnoses. I miss at least 1 or 2 days a month from work. I was written up for it a few months ago, yet I can't help it. When I am in tremendous pain or have a migraine or just feel plain crappy...I can't help it. I have worked plenty of times being sick and my boss knows this. It is expected for me to work when sick, because afterall I am not contagious. I called out AGAIN this morning to my assistant manager. Well, I went to bed after calling in and saw late this afternoon that I received a call from work. After calling my work to find out who tried to call me, I find out it was my manager and she has already left for the day. My manager never calls me after me calling out. She did not leave a message or anything but I just have this terrible feeling. A gut instinct. I really don't know what to do about this, if there is anything I can do. My manager has even had me work before knowing I had a doctors excuse and would tell me not to use it and come to work if I could. I understand the business side of all this, but it still does not seem fair or right. I can't afford to quit or get fired. My income is needed and I carry all the medical insurance for my family (my husband's work does not offer insurance). Arrrgggg! Thanks for letting me vent.
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