I feel ashamed of myself for not doing all the things I used to do, even though I know I can't do them or shouldn't do them. I think I would feel better if I used a motorized cart thingy when I go to shop in Wal-Mart or any of the big stores, but then I feel ashamed of myslef for that! All I can think is what if there is someone who needs it worse than me and I took the last one? I feel ashamed for not being able to tough things out, like I used to. I feel so weak and paranoid. I feel like I am doing all this stuff on purpose, just to get attention, but I'm not. I used to go everywhere and do everything with my husband and now I get too tired or just am not physically able to do them. Kind of depressing when you think about it. For me, anyway.
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