My mom has been staying with me and my 4 year old son for 6 weeks now, my main sx are fatigue and fogginess, She is going back home on mon, she only lives 10 mins away and said she will stay on the weekends, I think its more anxiety now of her leaving, how do i cope? i went 3 years with no attack and 9 months ago told i dont have ms i have a blood clotting disorder, now ms again and now im not sure what to believe i am starting lexapro tomorrow, i feel so alone. i am scared. i have no lesions on the brain and they called the one lesion on c5 of the cord a faint enhancement so is that a lesion?!! i get no clear answers how do i deal with being alone? i know im a 30 year old woman but i feel like a scared 5 year old child. ughhh I dont know what to do i am in counseling but feel liek she doesnt get it. how can they not be sure?! they said cause no brain lesions is why i was taken off the avonex last year. and she said the positive spinal tap fron the myelitis couldve been caused by the antiphospholipid syndrome. I know i sound like a big baby but i cant help it im jsut really full of anxiety
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