So I was just diagnosed Friday with MS and I'll be doing the shot once a week, but in the end it doesn't matter because I have problems with my vision and balance and my job was driving a vehicle doing mobile maintenance 24/7 for the regional hospitals. I've already been told that I when I turn over the diagnosis and the work requirements I'm going to lose my job, and after talking to a lawyer because of the nature of my job there really isn't anything I can do about it I'm just screwed. I don't blame the company they have been good to me but this position requires more then I can give it but now what am I going to do. I'm tired of the shaking vision and the feeling like I'm looking through a keyhole then falling away like vertigo. I'm tired of the constant soreness and fatigue and I'm tired of this red itchy rash thing without bumps that shows up once in awhile and the pain in my face. I just don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know how I'm going to take care of my family or my child support, and I feel horrible because my wife is going to be taking on all the responsibility and financial strain until I can figure out what to do. I don't even really feel like I can turn to family because my wife and her side just cry and say how sorry they are and my parents and brother are just like well at least you know what it is and once they get the medicine right you'll be fine. FINE!!!!!! It's like they don't even understand the description of what this is. I mean I can get over the whole they don't understand what it's like but to not even understand what this is pisses me off. I feel like my life is crumbling and I am having a lot of trouble seeing a bright spot.
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